toggle
2019-12-08

Tシャツの裏に書いてあるメッセージ。

128日(日)

今日は 開塞成冬 (そらさむく ふゆとなる)

天地の氣が塞がって冬となる日。

暦通り、今朝も冷え込んでいて、洗濯物を干す手が震える。

8時になる前に干していると、いったいこれは本当に乾くのだろうかと疑ってしまうほど 朝露の空氣がいっぱに広がっている、そんな鎌倉の山の朝。

 

昨日は ホームパーティの日。

夏から月に2~3回、北鎌倉の自宅で開いているホームパーティ。
私がごはんをつくらせてもらって、 2~4名の友達と一緒にお話をする、そんな小さく賑やかな1日。

昨日は 2年くらい学ばせてもらって、今は講師養成講座に通っている「思考の学校」のメンバーが来てくれた。地元、静岡の三島・沼津からも

思考の学校では、 “360度全部自分でつくっている”という考え方、自分の潜在的な意識(実は思っている本音)に気づいて これまで気づかなかった絶対こうだ!”という思い込みを外して、本当に使いたいところにエネルギーを使っていこうよ、ということを学んでいる場所。

思考の学校、思考のしくみについては またゆっくり紹介できたらなと思うのだけど、

こうしてみんなで お久しぶり会をしていると、本当にシンプルに、いかに自分の思い込みで 日常を歪めて捉えていたり、振舞ったりしていることか、ということに気づく。

 

私たちは 一人では生きていないから 日常的にたくさんの人に触れて その思い込みに気づく機会はたくさんあるのはずなのだけど、実際にはそう多くないこともあったりして

それは何故なのかなと思うと、
きっとこの場は、ここまで話す?ということを日常のことも過去のことも共有してきた積み重ねがあるから。未来を描いた時に生まれる抵抗感も。

自分の感じていることを 快も不快も安心して話すことができるから、互いの思い込みに気づけるところまで話ができる。そしてそれは相手の思い込みだけでなくて、自分の思い込みであったことにも気づく。
これはカチャカチャと熱いお湯で食器を洗いながら思ったこと。

 

自分をコントロールできなかったらどうしよう、とか
完璧じゃないといけない、
と思って日々を臆病に暮らすことよりも、

私らしく思い切り生きながら、
惜しみなく自分のこともシェアしてお互いに感じたこともシェアして
時に軌道修正、捉え直す機会をもらって暮らす方が、

 

安心で楽しくて、未知の可能性があっておもしろいよな~と思う。

 

それはちょうど、
着ているTシャツの後ろに書いてある なにかのメッセージを、
一人で頭も体もひねりまくって なんとかして見ようと思ってあたふたしているのと、

二人以上の人たちで、お互いに、「これが書いてあるよ」と伝えあえう、
一人だったときよりも格段に早く見ることができて、
じゃあこれをどうしようと話すことができる、というようなこと。

とっても自然で、すごい人間らしい。人間くさい。そんな気がする。

1年前よりも少し(格段に?笑)素直になった私は そうだなぁ、と素直に思う。

関連記事

コメント69件

  • altyazili より:

    Top dissertation conclusion writer websites for masters . Debra Wolfy Mihalco

  • dublaj より:

    I dugg some of you post as I cerebrated they were very helpful invaluable Marissa Leeland Enrico

  • anime より:

    It is in point of fact a great and useful piece of information. I am glad that you just shared this useful info with us. Please stay us up to date like this. Thank you for sharing. Timi Jefferey Braynard

  • altyazili より:

    Excellent post. Keep writing such kind of information on your page. Jami Ferdinand Bainbrudge

  • watch より:

    This paragraph provides clear idea for the new users of blogging, that really how to do running a blog.| Jennica Cy Moskow

  • turkce より:

    I believe Reaper teaches you dark skills when you encounter her as an NPC in the Labyrinth. Not when you beat her. Fedora Grove Julia

  • aksiyon より:

    Having read this I believed it was very informative. I appreciate you spending some time and effort to put this informative article together. I once again find myself personally spending a lot of time both reading and commenting. But so what, it was still worth it! Concordia Keane Jillayne

  • indirmeden より:

    Way cool! Some extremely valid points! I appreciate you writing this write-up and the rest of the website is extremely good. Doti Prentice Kilk

  • erotik より:

    I was more than happy to uncover this site. I want to to thank you for your time just for this wonderful read!! I definitely savored every part of it and I have you bookmarked to look at new stuff in your blog. Julissa Steffen Adal

  • turkce より:

    You have brought up a very great points , thankyou for the post. Lucy Hillary Burger

  • turkce より:

    I have read so many posts about the blogger lovers except this post is truly a pleasant article, keep it up.| Leigha Reggis Klecka

  • turkce より:

    I will be 70 this coming June and my CPP will start in July. Started OAS last February due to concern for future clawback. Adella Kippar Erna

  • turkce より:

    Hiya, I am really glad I have found this info. Nowadays bloggers publish only about gossip and net stuff and this is really frustrating. A good web site with interesting content, that is what I need. Thank you for making this site, and I will be visiting again. Do you do newsletters by email? Lauraine Nikola Almire

  • turkce より:

    Having read this I thought it was rather informative. I appreciate you spending some time and effort to put this information together. I once again find myself spending way too much time both reading and leaving comments. But so what, it was still worth it. Catina Ulysses Chryste

  • turkce より:

    I plan on starting CPP when 70 by relying on investments and GIS until then! Kiah Benjie Garfield

  • turkce より:

    There is certainly a great deal to know about this topic. I love all of the points you have made. Rowena Anthony Cherilynn

  • turkce より:

    Took CPP at age 63. Both my wife and I contributed the max amount of yrs into the plan. If one of us dies tomorrow the other will not qualify for survivor benefits. I have a really good DB pension plan and RRSP. I am already bumping up against OAS clawback so waiting longer for CPP just means they would ckaw more back. CPP goes to buy my TFSA. Rene Dudley Lewendal

  • turkce より:

    Hello there. I discovered your site via Google whilst looking for a related topic, your website came up. It appears great. I have bookmarked it in my google bookmarks to visit then. Auguste Waiter Florrie

  • turkce より:

    Hi there. I discovered your website by the use of Google at the same time as looking for a similar matter, your website got here up. It appears to be good. I have bookmarked it in my google bookmarks to visit then. Kyrstin Kerwinn Mada

  • turkce より:

    You ought to take part in a contest for one of the very best blogs on the web. I will certainly advise this site! Kala Courtney Sigsmond

  • turkce より:

    I would go log into your hosting account with Bluehost and change your login password immediately! Tobey Mitchell Vtarj

  • turkce より:

    I was more than happy to discover this site. I want to to thank you for ones time due to this wonderful read!! Wenona Creigh Stander

  • turkce より:

    Awesome post. I am a normal visitor of your web site and appreciate you taking the time to maintain the nice site. I will be a regular visitor for a really long time. Tomasine Gail Huskamp

  • turkce より:

    As I site possessor I believe the content matter here is rattling fantastic , appreciate it for your hard work. You should keep it up forever! Best of luck. Agnese Fletch Tulley

  • turkce より:

    Touche. Outstanding arguments. Keep up the amazing spirit. Guendolen Norbert Arman

  • turkce より:

    Poradus facilisis nibh eu lobortis consequat. Mauris et velit molestie, auctor eros suscipit, tempor vela neque, hendrerit vel pulvinar ut, ornare nec sapien. Suspendisse bibendum id molestie felisa eget. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, est te posidnium omittantu alienum gemeresole. Dyna Herman Bria

  • turkce より:

    This piece of writing will assist the internet people for creating new webpage or even a blog from start to end.| Karia William Glennon

  • turkce より:

    I took CPP at 60 knowing full well it was probably a poor decision under most circumstances. However, my best friend took his wife to Cuba to celebrate their 40th anniversary and his 65th birthday. When they got home he died in the driveway. He never got to cash his first cheque. Use it while you can to enjoy the time you are given. Jilleen Caspar Weiner

  • turkce より:

    Greetings! Very helpful advice in this particular post! It is the little changes that make the most significant changes. Thanks a lot for sharing! Rafaelita Kingston Kendre

  • turkce より:

    magnificent points altogether, you simply won a new reader. Jasmine Gearalt Amabel

  • turkce より:

    Hey there! This is my 1st comment here so I just wanted to give a quick shout out and say I truly enjoy reading through your articles. Doreen Cristobal Barri Gerianna Lamont Massarelli

  • turkce より:

    I think the problem for me is the energistically benchmark focused growth strategies via superior supply chains. Compellingly reintermediate mission-critical potentialities whereas cross functional scenarios. Phosfluorescently re-engineer distributed processes without standardized supply chains. Quickly initiate efficient initiatives without wireless web services. Interactively underwhelm turnkey initiatives before high-payoff relationships. Lyndsay Chandler Zandra

  • turkce より:

    These are actually wonderful ideas in on the topic of blogging. You have touched some fastidious things here. Any way keep up wrinting. Nelia Bruis Rodl

  • turkce より:

    Muchas gracias ALEJANDRA, esperamos poder aportar mas a este maravilloso mundo. Jessalin Arv Monahan

  • turkce より:

    Dead written written content , thankyou for entropy. Winni Garik Lesley

  • turkce より:

    I like this post, enjoyed this one thankyou for posting . Berenice Darin Skiba

  • turkce より:

    Hi , I do believe this is an excellent blog. I stumbled upon it on Yahoo , i will come back once again. Money and freedom is the best way to change, may you be rich and help other people. Goldina Tucky Vina

  • turkce より:

    Utterly indited content material, Really enjoyed examining. Lettie Freeman Marita

  • turkce より:

    I really like looking through a post that can make people think. Also, thank you for allowing me to comment! Mathilde Kelvin Janenna

  • turkce より:

    I constantly emailed this blog post page to all my associates, for the reason that if like to read it next my links will too.| Meriel Marlin Ethben

  • turkce より:

    I blog quite often and I really appreciate your information. The article has really peaked my interest. Ermengarde Saul Zaneski

  • turkce より:

    Ivamus quis molestie elit. Nulla ut dolor suscipit, finibus erat a, euismod lectus. Davine Guthrie Backler

  • 샌즈카지노 より:

    Watch Has Developed And Refined Its Mechanical Watchmaking Skills. Paulita Lucius Roti

  • erotik より:

    Thanks for the blog post. Thanks Again. Really Great. Ethel Mikkel Valleau

  • 샌즈카지노 より:

    Generic cialis pills Buy Generic Cialis Online cheapest cialis generic buy Josephina Byrom Aiken

  • 샌즈카지노 より:

    Hello, I do think your site could be having web browser compatibility issues. When I take a look at your website in Safari, it looks fine but when opening in I. E., it has some overlapping issues. I just wanted to give you a quick heads up! Other than that, fantastic site! Dosi Pacorro Essy

  • 샌즈카지노 より:

    I must express my affection for your kind-heartedness in support of individuals who actually need help with this one idea. Your special dedication to passing the message throughout has been amazingly important and has really permitted folks like me to realize their ambitions. Your amazing warm and friendly guideline entails a lot a person like me and further more to my office colleagues. Thanks a lot; from all of us. Lilah Brantley Kathryn

  • erotik より:

    After this lock down, we will all become sensible. The public at large will think thrice before spending their hard earned money. This is called the Corona effect on mankind. When money is not available in plenty, the concentration ability will increase for the public at large, from 12secs in the year 2000 to 12hrs in the year 2021. Julienne Reece Madeleine

  • erotik より:

    You should take part in a contest for one of the finest sites online. I most certainly will highly recommend this website! Isabel Sandro Comstock

  • erotik より:

    Yes! Finally someone writes about pendik escort bayan. Catina Ulysses Chryste

  • erotik より:

    I truly appreciate this post. I have been looking all over for this! Thank goodness I found it on Bing. You have made my day! Thx again Rivalee Jasun Idden

  • mhbqvvqzos より:

    Muchas gracias. ?Como puedo iniciar sesion?

  • jimdofreeBroow より:

    The road seemed to stretch on endlessly before us, but Alexis assured me that our journey was near an end. We’d turn before long into thick woods and travel through narrow, winding roads until we reached her family’s cabin. I had no choice but to trust her as GPS had given out nearly 20 minutes ago.

    “There’s good wifi and okay reception at the cabin,” she’d told me, “but you can’t get there unless you know the way.”
    https://mildredbarksman054319.jimdofree.com/
    So here I was, driving alone in the middle of god knows where with a girl who was my student just a couple of weeks ago. Her and her four best friends had been together from first grade all the way through high school and now they had graduated with very different futures ahead of them. They had decided to kick off “the best summer ever” with a week long stay at Alexis’s family cabin. Alexis and I were heading up before everyone else, the four other girls and four guys.

  • jimdofreeBroow より:

    The road seemed to stretch on endlessly before us, but Alexis assured me that our journey was near an end. We’d turn before long into thick woods and travel through narrow, winding roads until we reached her family’s cabin. I had no choice but to trust her as GPS had given out nearly 20 minutes ago.

    “There’s good wifi and okay reception at the cabin,” she’d told me, “but you can’t get there unless you know the way.”
    https://medium.com/@roxannxxiz44/the-telescope-20f77e1cebda
    So here I was, driving alone in the middle of god knows where with a girl who was my student just a couple of weeks ago. Her and her four best friends had been together from first grade all the way through high school and now they had graduated with very different futures ahead of them. They had decided to kick off “the best summer ever” with a week long stay at Alexis’s family cabin. Alexis and I were heading up before everyone else, the four other girls and four guys.

  • En Kaliteli ,Porno64 Sikis Izle, HD Porno Sex, Türkçe Porno Videolari için Sitemize Bekleriz… http://images.google.com/url?q=http://okdoe.com/etiket/porno-izle/

  • Eleni Kooker より:

    En Kaliteli ,Porno64 Sikis Izle, HD Porno Sex, Türkçe Porno Videolari için Sitemize Bekleriz… http://maps.google.fm/url?q=http://okdoe.com/etiket/porno-izle/

  • Apptelfuh より:

    Одновременно с этим существует и другая сторона формирования и организации высказывания.

  • Apptelfuh より:

    Одновременно с этим существует и другая сторона формирования и организации высказывания.

  • jimdofreeBroow より:

    The road seemed to stretch on endlessly before us, but Alexis assured me that our journey was near an end. We’d turn before long into thick woods and travel through narrow, winding roads until we reached her family’s cabin. I had no choice but to trust her as GPS had given out nearly 20 minutes ago.

    “There’s good wifi and okay reception at the cabin,” she’d told me, “but you can’t get there unless you know the way.”
    https://notepin.co/shared/sriohnt
    So here I was, driving alone in the middle of god knows where with a girl who was my student just a couple of weeks ago. Her and her four best friends had been together from first grade all the way through high school and now they had graduated with very different futures ahead of them. They had decided to kick off “the best summer ever” with a week long stay at Alexis’s family cabin. Alexis and I were heading up before everyone else, the four other girls and four guys.

  • Kaliteli ,Porno64 Sikis Seyret, HD Abla Sex,Kasut Porno, Türkçe Porno Videolari için Sitemize Bekleriz… http://maps.google.com.om/url?q=https://www.okdoe.com/etiket/porno-izle/

  • Kaliteli ,Porno64 Sikis Seyret, HD Abla Sex,Kasut Porno, Türkçe Porno Videolari için Sitemize Bekleriz… http://cse.google.li/url?q=http://okdoe.com/etiket/porno-izle/

  • Janina Dinger より:

    Kaliteli Film ,Porno64 Sikis Seyret, HD Abla Sex,Kasut Porno, Türkçe Porno Videolari için Sitemize Bekleriz… http://maps.google.it/url?q=https://www.okdoe.com/etiket/porno-izle/

  • Karren Gwinner より:

    Kaliteli Film ,Porno64 Sikis Seyret, HD Abla Sex,Kasut Porno, Türkçe Porno Videolari için Sitemize Bekleriz… http://cse.google.co.ke/url?q=http://okdoe.com/etiket/porno-izle/

  • Eleanore Santis より:

    Kaliteli Film ,Porno64 Sikis Seyret, HD Abla Sex,Kasut Porno, Türkçe Porno Videolari için Sitemize Bekleriz… http://www.google.com.hk/url?q=http://okdoe.com/etiket/porno-izle/

  • Kaliteli Film ,Porno64 Sikis Seyret, HD Abla Sex,Kasut Porno, Türkçe Porno Videolari için Sitemize Bekleriz… http://images.google.com.tw/url?q=https://www.okdoe.com/etiket/porno-izle/

  • Randolph Leite より:

    Kaliteli Film ,Porno64 Sikis Seyret, HD Abla Sex,Kasut Porno, Türkçe Porno Videolari için Sitemize Bekleriz… http://cse.google.bg/url?sa=i&url=http://www.okdoe.com/etiket/porno-izle/

  • Bonny Lupoe より:

    Kaliteli Film ,Porno64 Sikis Seyret, HD Abla Sex,Kasut Porno, Türkçe Porno Videolari için Sitemize Bekleriz… http://cse.google.com.pa/url?sa=i&url=http://www.okdoe.com/etiket/porno-izle/

  • Isabelle Nettik より:

    Kaliteli Film ,Porno64 Sikis Seyret, HD Abla Sex,Kasut Porno, Türkçe Porno Videolari için Sitemize Bekleriz… http://maps.google.ie/url?q=https://www.okdoe.com/etiket/porno-izle/

  • コメントを残す

    メールアドレスが公開されることはありません。